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ThiS is tHe dIaRy of => UmA_EcO
Hello,
I'm starting where I left off. I wrote this on the plane on my way back to the Netherlands.
Saturday 10 - 09 - '05,
It's morning. Mai ruu waa gee mohng leaw proh waa uma mai keuy phook na-li-kah leaw kao harm perd mobile nai airplane.
I've forgotten to mention that I've been wearing contact-lenses since 2 September 2005. Long doo long doo...hehe. Theseare monthly lenses. Chai dai kae 1 duan leay tong jod aow wai waa lerm chai wun nai....- -''. Contacts kor ok na...kae mee punhaa bang krangwayla ja aow lens sai nai ta lae aow mun oak - -''. If you don't clean your lenses thouroughly you'll notice a kind of itchy sensation in your eyes. That's what I don't like about them. In the beginning I had to take them out sooooooooooo many times - -''. Laang lens mai koi dee kor young nee la ^_^. Tae uma lerm chin gub mun leaw. So that also means I'm getting better at cleaning them....^_^.
I haven't written anything for so such a long time....mai dee leay ner ~.~
Anywho....last night we left "home" at 19:00 o'clock in the evening. I've said my goodbyes to my nieces and nephews and not to forget my new born baby nephew. Horm gam laan laii krang gwaa ja tud jai dern nhee dai....55+...^_^. Mee mai gee khon t Uma mai dai say goodbye to....T_T. It was raining that evening and the roads in the countryside are not paved, so there was dirt everywhere. I had to take off myshoes to prevent myself from slippingaway. Tharng dernluen mak - -''...mee tae din.
My mom had people make an extention to her house that she had build the last time she was in Thailand. And my grandparents house is about 100 meters away from hers. Inbetween that space are my aunts' house and my little nieces house where she and her husband now live and that's where I sayd goodbye toeverybody.
Anyhow my grandfather is watching over the house formy mother(by sleeping in the new home) and my grandmother still sleeps in the old house. So after saying goodbye to my nieces, nephews, aunts and unclesIwalked tothe old house where my grandmotherstill was and went to say goodbye to her after that I had to walk all the way to my mothers new house where my grandfather was to say goodbye to him. Those are the important people I could not miss to say goodbye to.
I got teary-eyed when I was sitting in the van waving goodbye to all. But I had to pull myself together otherwise my lenses might fall out...(mai jing na...kae mai yaak hai krai ruu waa rao abb rong haii). Rod tuu (mini-van) tem leay. Mee tae wai roon (gae gae) tung nun 55555+. Thank god I was sitting in the front seat with the chauffeur.
Continueing today. Sunday 11 - 09 - '05,
Pai tueng sanambin kor pai jer n Gaew. Nong kao maa gub p''chai lae pern pern t maa song. Those two were hugging eachother like they didn't want to let go of one another. 2 Pee nong close gun maak T_T.
The three of us checked in at the same time. Our suitcases had 30+ kg overweight - -''. Thank god the rest of the passengersdidn't havesuch heavy suitcases and we didn't have to pay for the overweight.....
At the entrance of the customs controle (mai ruu waa toog paw...but that's what I came up with to call it) n Gaew said goodbye to her brother and friends. And my mother and I said goodbye to our relatives who came with us to the airport. Uma mee nah (pooying) khon 1 t lerm tum ta dang dang la... And I had to look away from her quickly because she was making me teary-eyed again...T_T. I'm used to it now. I've been saying goodbye for over 20 yearsleaw. I'm never gonna stop missing the people that I love. But I'm grown now. I need to be strong at moments like that. But while I'm typing this diary I get a bit emotional. But hey...that's normal chai mai?
Life goes on. And I need to think about tomorrow, think about my future. But whenever I feel lonely I think about my relatives. Thoughts of spending time with them in Thailand run through my mind and I have the energy to go on with whatever I was doing at the time.
Like now....hehe. That's enough for now na. I've typed more than enough la for today.
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